Monday, August 17, 2009
Decided to blog something again, after someone wanted me to blog

Well here i am again, still breathing.
But even after like 6k years of not writing anything on this journal, i have nothing that i want to type out.

Dont know why, just that, i dun want to say anything, its like secrets and emotions, are all kept deep in me, i and never want to say them out, why you asked? i dont know either, maybe i just thought that emotions arent meant to be shared, negative emotions will just affect people around you, causing a chain reaction of sadness among your peers.

But today will be a change, today its time for me to start changing, up to a certain extent only though, but at least i should be more open, ppl say i have a face who bottled up everything, yeah its time for me to bottled up less things, share negative emotion with ppl whom are really there for you is another different thing, this is what i learnt. they will comfort you, be there for you and when you smile to their comfort, they would in turn, smile too, so actually, by sharing negative stuff with optimisitc people, the result would be a positive one too! ahahahah

so here i am with my new blog post, putting a statement of what i want to do now, a new change. and i really hope i am able to be more open with my new change, bless me and wish me best of luck.
--Hi at 9:33 AM