Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I just did something that i would regret for the fucking whole of mylife.
I just fucking show attitude to all my friends whom i really had fun with.
I shown so much attitude, im really sorry.
But it was my stupid emotion that had controlled me.
The jealousy that i held for so long.
It was unleashed while i was sober
but it seems no one took it seriously
then it seems when i became serious
im just a jerk
if possibl
i want to relieve that time,
be a nicer person
not so much attitudfe
and the worst of all
not being so rude to you.
i wanted to be good to you
i wanted to be a nice guy
even if i could only be a friend
making you happy is just enough to let me happy
im sorry for so much that i have said
im sorry for asking you to shut up
i really felt damn sad afterwards
cant face you guys anymore.
im such a loser
fking loser
you did the right thing by rejecting me.

P.s it sucks to cry in bed when you are already 18. fking loser i say.
--Hi at 3:04 PM
Monday, September 7, 2009
does anyone know how bad it feels to pissed at someone you like?
--Hi at 8:25 PM